I eat. I drink. I sleep. I laugh. I breath. You fart. That sucks.

You know what I'm saying? No, I guess. Well, what I'm trying to say is, life is not as sweet as we thought. Sometimes we have to do things that we hate. Things that we've promised not to do. Things that topping our not-to-do list. Things that'll make you being labelled as criminal. Or jerk. Or buttface. Or whatsoever.

People used to say "we're just ordinary human" when situation like this happened. I thought that is only an excuse. An excuse for being weak and unable to avoid temptations. A thought of someone who think he is too innocent to do mistakes.

So I said to myself, that line is not for me.

I'm a brave man, and a strong one, I'll just kick anything that gets in my way(kick in the butt.. Or balls to be more specific). So there'll be no more temptations, there'll be no more "I'm just an ordinary mortal" excuse. And everything will go as I planned. Easy enough, huh?

Then I learned that it doesnt work in that way. My life tought me that.

I regard myself as Mr. Opinion on Everything. But for now, I don't have any. I am still looking for answer.. Or maybe just an excuse. Just like everyone else.

But as far as I know, this is not the sweetest time to give up.

I live peacefully in a village with hundreds of beautiful girls of mine and suddenly there is a giant come from the cave. Then he gives me The Great Fart from his hairy butt and all the beautiful girls dead. Left only me alone.

I'm not gonna cry(anymore). I'm not gonna sit there and put the blame on God. That idea just not suits me well.

I will looking for the answer. Not from my drawer or my pocket.. Or under the bed.

The world is way bigger than that.

Maybe if i walk to the other side of the world, millions of much more beautiful girls are waiting. Who knows?

Jesus died for me, and I'll live for Him. If I was destined not to be able to get the answer in this life, I still have the afterlife. I just can hope that I'll not find it in hell. That is just.. Too late. Haha.

What am I talking about? Nevermind. And I'm not that virtuous though. Hehe.

Later.